expressive break part 2

                     Just Standing here

Standing here. No one will come anywhere near me. I’m just standing here on one foot.

 I cry, my shirt is as soaked as my face. My other foot is out in front, then the strong wind from the place I want to go knocks me backward.

 I scream in pain but no one will come anywhere near me. I stand back up putting my foot back half over the edge, my other foot out in front. The strong wind won’t let me go forward, so I can just stand here…until the wind slows enough.

 I cry, my shirt is as soaked as my face. I scream from pain and no one will come anywhere near me. I wait to fall and die, left alone just standing here. Fucking standing here.

Day 2100 AS (8-4-09)

Expressive poetry break

Ghosts

 When people are like ghosts, what do you do?

 When you need someone to give a fuck and no one shows up.

 When you just want someone to fucking talk to and no one you listen to will listen to you.

 When you feel the pain in loneliness because no one wants to be there.

When there is a gun in your hand and a barrel in your mouth because no one cares.

 When you are lost, when you have no hope….

When your light is gone….when there is only one way to be with your beloved…..

…and there is no one to stop you from pulling the trigger.

 What do you do…when people are like ghosts?

                 Day 2118AS